One of the things I find most annoying about myself is that I go through periods of very intense insomnia. Yes readers, I can't sleep. This has been going on for almost two months now. This case of insomnia is the worst I have ever had-seriously I think
this one might actually fry my brain. I usually have it when work is
really busy- well work isn't really busy. In fact work SUCKS right
now. I sleep for only about two hours a time. I try to go to bed at 11 every night and I usually wake up at 1,3,5, and then 6:30 when I have to get up to go to work. I will lie in my bed in my Yoda jammies for hours on end thinking about total crap or I will get up and watch Sports Center. Neither one of these activities is good for my mind.
I started this blog so that I could remove some of the stupid shit that seems to clog my head- obviously it didn't work. The latest attempt to ease my mind has been to burn Cd's like a mad woman. Heavy Rotations Volume 1-8 are now available for your listening pleasure. If I owe you a mix of some type drop me a line with an address and I will send it to you. The way I look at it at least someone is benefiting from this shit. I wonder if I start making dreamy mixes it will make me want to sleep? Maybe I should just start drinking scotch at night. If you have any suggestions let me know.
*For those of you worried about the beasts who sleep with me-they are completely fine. They sleep all night dreaming of bunnies, kitties, treats and squeaky toys. I wish I could dream about squeaky toys again.